bitter sweet suicide

i wanna dance in the desert while the whale swim in the sky i wanna sing like the sun tomorrow will no rise i wanna be kind with ny self and forgive who i've forgot i want hugh god and ask him why the human being is so bad ? why we exist if we are not able to love but i am the the dark one and i am a bringer of pollusion the answer are never clear who is alone stand where the pure don't mind