YOU SAY U GONNA KILL ME U SAY I NEED TO DIE YOU SAY U WANNNA HURT MY LOVED ONES IN THE NIGHT I TRY TO RESPOND WITH NO REPLY hold up pause n press rewind Q ask sum motha fucking questions n ya gonna get no lies but it's eating me up inside I need to express why but I really don't no why I think at times ima go right with ya but then i take a left it's just like a reflex i do it to the best and it's my downfall I no ill probably live in regret or just DEATH DONT NO WHY I PUTT IT TO THE TEST I AINT GOT AN ARMY TO STAND BY I GET BULLIED NO PULLY im affiliated with Brittany thats only one ITS JUST ME but for split sec I alwayss thank I run into a G who can deal with this scene of me and can accept the relasonship I have with myself I no I need help ya see the thing is I be what ya see ain't nothing new it not surprising IF ME BEING HONEST WITH YOU MYSELF N I SPEAKING FACTS NO LIES IS THAT A REASON A BITCH GOTTA DIE UD BE SURPRISED MY DOWN FALL IS I CAN ONLY STAND MYSELF I NO I REALLY NEED SUM HELP I ALWAYS GOTTA BE THE BAD GUY N I DONT RELIZE I MAKE THE WORLD HOOKED LIKE PHONICS ITS IRONIC I ADMIT IM A CONFUSED CONVICT CONVICTED IN MY OWN MIND IM LIKE A CAMILLIAN I BLEND INTO OTHERS LIFES N I DONT ALWAYS RELIZE HOW I FUCK UP OTHERS MINDS SO FOR THAT I DO APOLOGIZES ONE DAY IM GROWING RELASONSHIPS WITH A G n once I see I get to comfy it's time I gotta push away nothing personal it's how I raised myself to be most times I don't open my eyes to even see I stay STUCK IN ONE WAY LANE THEN THE NEXT IM ON THE INTERSTATE READY TO FLY SOLO YALL DONT EVEN NODOE I MEAN IT WHEN I SAY IM INSANE