the sadness

Took my breath see the smoke yah tried to overdose sold my soul to these demons wut was I thinking asking for hope wut do I do if I'm not sold with the love that i crave do I start to pray said u loved me and I fell so hard left me scared it's hard to live and not forget tell me is it a dream thats slowly killing me yah demons start to take over running outta luck cuz people don't give a fuck tried to end it but couldnt even start it look were my heart is so darkened cold hearted my soul is so black  tried to pull u close but instead I hurt u wut did I fucking do when I fought against u I have lost myself in the depths of pain with regrets  show that I has been hurt so much that I lost touch In reality these demons 😈 still in my head putting me on my deathbed