Addiction (09:23:54)

Pumping know I’m stomping Charcoal vomit can’t wake up for nothing plunging stomach minds corrupted brain washed vacant soul pale in the face mom am I going to die no silly cake it’s just rum only a water bottle full suck it up here’s your jacket can you make it to the truck or do you think you can mange on alcohol at 9 believe me pissed drunk drank a whole water bottle filled of white rum because my parents were lazy and when I begged for some water they said go to the fridge because it was my first time being trusted as a kid maybe I was to excited I did t even taste it but I felt the smack on my face when they realized they were empty now how could break me down but I guess they forgot the full bottle of rum or to remind me now I’m lost lately I even have Children lost of thin face to be greatfull and happy for I’m tired of this I feel like I’m a bout to fall