my drug addiction

a yoI got that free love i can't explain the feeling so I just go with the flow cuz my pain is healing/ I sit back and reminisce about them days we met in all these times you got me high and all the pain just left/I started using you when I was 12 years old you know when I had feelings then my heart turn cold I started committing crimes and catching many cases and I ain't even going to mention all the time I was facing/ all you did was cause me pain and suffering and I ain't even give a fuck cuz I lost all my feelings and I couldn't even love my mother then/