Fall through

I’m sorry for this burning sin cation that I call sin I’m sorry my soul that feels like it does everything wrong around every turn can get free I always feel like I’m chained up on a wall of sin that can’t be broke as I crawl on my hands and feet wanting to be free shouting Jesus save me arms open heart open save me from his rain the torture the bruises on my soul he has got to go as I wait and wait feels like forever just remember nothing is forever I fear death I fear poverty I fear all the things that should be thought about and loved I fear I’m heading down a dark vengeful path that’s the main reason I want to be set free and yes I know I’m only 16 but listen I’ve seen shit I’ve been through it I’ve seen sin for what it truly is it’s one thing to see another to go through I’ve done both I should probably get interviewed when I lay awake at night I feel there are millions different was I could die but sometimes you just gotta trust no matter how bad or how bad it hurts just keep the lord on your mind the devil torments he plays with your emotions enough to make a grown man cry that’s why you call on Jesus name and suddenly your chains are broke Jesus ain’t no joke I really have been traumatized it’s really not my fault I’m still on the mission of waiting as I hear the earth fall it feels like a dark age of disease war and poverty I wish I could change it but man it’s gods plan unraveling some people can’t see but I sure can and so can my Christian brothers from another mother