my mind

my mind is spinning my heart is bleeding I cnt even sleep u on my mind I cnt even think I tried to call u voicemail ok we're are u I need u right nw my body is shaking I cnt even eat ....I eat I vomit u knw what ok bt never mind for nw all I need u not u ...ur soul not ur soul ur body I cnt manage wth u my bed is so cold I feel like......am in the fucken freezer cme bck home ok I promise u ...I will treat u good I will stop too much my mind is spinning my heart is bleeding I cnt even sleep u on my mind I cnt even think I cnt even