Xpecial _-_Wonder---___--
Sometimes i wonder if i should wander into the dark parts i could do it but u knw am still tender i watch days pass by and people getting older they dont care about death or what could come next my question is if we die where we're going is it better than the place we are now am so depressed i cant even eat am cautious of what could happen next am so scared it makes wonder am i the only one who thinks am i the only one who knows that this world full of shit people will call u bro when they mean the opposite and if it means the opposite the will treat u like the enemy u put them as ur plan A without no backup they will use it against you use it to crack you up and once u're open they'll drop their hahaha's and leave u at level one1 they don't show pity it makes me wonder they say everybody is equal buh rich men has taken over does the bible lie or the preacher's are wrong maybe we were made to be taken as jokes to entertain the rich and finally mocked i've been shading blood cuz this thoughts has drowned my tears the thought of giving up joining cults blowing up myself i watch people say this world's so sweet buh where is the sweetness when everything is temporary when we got to die one day and buried commonly it makes me wonder who wrote this book that looks so serious sounds so serious buh nobody takes it serious and now am lost i need help from someone who understands the pains who understands the people,their ways and the riddles,we face call me dumb buh dont call me stupid am better than you cuz i ask questions buh u believe everything they say u dont care to ask u dont care to know of the lies,the cheats,many more thats the real definition of being dumb it makes me wonder the youths are now confused they were suppose lead tomorrow when they dont know today getting addicted to alcohols, cocaine, drugs, smoking the days off and they forgot they vowed to make mom proud and decide to be foolish i hope u hear my words as am saying it loud and i hope as u listen u share it to the crowd let them knw its from a heart of a person who's just xpecial in everything he does................
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Sometimes i wonder if i should wander into the dark parts i could do it but u knw am still tender i watch days pass by and people getting older they dont care about death or what could come next my question is if we die where we're going is it better than the place we are now am so depressed i cant even eat am cautious of what could happen next am so scared it makes wonder am i the only one who thinks am i the only one who knows that this world full of shit people will call u bro when they mean the opposite and if it means the opposite the will treat u like the enemy u put them as ur plan A without no backup they will use it against you use it to crack you up and once u're open they'll drop their hahaha's and leave u at level one1 they don't show pity it makes me wonder they say everybody is equal buh rich men has taken over does the bible lie or the preacher's are wrong maybe we were made to be taken as jokes to entertain the rich and finally mocked i've been shading blood cuz this thoughts has drowned my tears the thought of giving up joining cults blowing up myself i watch people say this world's so sweet buh where is the sweetness when everything is temporary when we got to die one day and buried commonly it makes me wonder who wrote this book that looks so serious sounds so serious buh nobody takes it serious and now am lost i need help from someone who understands the pains who understands the people,their ways and the riddles,we face call me dumb buh dont call me stupid am better than you cuz i ask questions buh u believe everything they say u dont care to ask u dont care to know of the lies,the cheats,many more thats the real definition of being dumb it makes me wonder the youths are now confused they were suppose lead tomorrow when they dont know today getting addicted to alcohols, cocaine, drugs, smoking the days off and they forgot they vowed to make mom proud and decide to be foolish i hope u hear my words as am saying it loud and i hope as u listen u share it to the crowd let them knw its from a heart of a person who's just xpecial in everything he does................
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