#BLeafGifted #E_R_A ✍️*Lyrics*👇 I got hate that i appreciate and plays that dont even matter to me i do not focus on what they told us i could take yuh order flow a glass of water but whats more important is i do this for me if i didnt have music thered be no B.Leaf and no one would use it just for relief a coping mechanism forget what im stressing fuck competition i dont need a listen just rather unravel my thoughts its not for attention i got a lot on my mind and im not feeling fine my family dont stand with me that shit is damaging my father is dying i call all the time nobodys answering am i my own enemy all alone in my dome im fighting off entities that take me back where im from i cant control anything ptsd dont know whats gotten into me let me just leave it all behind by any means so i can find my inner peace ive tried to climb and wasted energy if i could blow up id be tnt or in jail over dignity ive said things that i didnt mean encouraged others to do the same ive burned and smothered out the flames ive learned from the suffering ive contained i murked motherfuckers they still remain ive cured all my problems they come back again I worked for my honor while y'all laugh at me you deserve the struggle not a balcony ive endured hunger and losses some murdered and haunted a few inside of my closet itd be a lie if their wasn't a knife in the side of one of their cousins id hide but i fight i guess for nothing my homies just die i could pour a whole bottle ive tried asking why cus they was a role model ive lived this life and tomorrows another id give my time if we loved one another but tomorrow will die the day after tomorrow and itll be as distant as my brothers im missing that i only revisit cus i shouldve listened i didnt if i could go back things wouldnt different to think about that has a nigga trippin yah hate that im mad its a fact stop the dissing with yalls lame ass tracks cant rap why im gifted