💣LYRICS BELOW 👇 lmk what you think! It's like the same thing every single day got to make a move don't know what to do it's like im fucking glued crying out for help but nobody move I can't trust myself might just end it now yeah I'm in a mood seed of darkness I've consumed slowly it takes root then it starts to bloom unto darkness I'm consumed speaking to myself miss the real you I don't have the strength to make it thru sorry for everything I do always Ina mood always Ina mood talking to my demons always fucking feening feeling for that feeling finger fuck her like a demon freaky fucking women till they screaming creamin screaming and they creamin hit it so good they thinking that they dreaming (uh) fuck her like a demon yeah you best believe it (uh) unlocking them chains like an achievement (yuh) cover her in seamen always wheeling dealing scheming dreaming of the future (uh) smokin Rollin trappin rappin till I get that feature (uh) till I'm in them crispy Christian lou vouittons (yuh yuh yuh) till my son riding shotgun in that rover truck (yuh) but lately it be seeming like I need life alert (uh) life alert cus I can't get up out of the dirt tears all in my shirt tears all in my shirt tears up in my eyes but, big boys don't cry so I just hold it all inside hold it all inside hold it all inside, one day we gonna die anyway nothing on the other side absent other side commit suicide big boys don't cry big boys don't cry they just push it down hold it all inside until the day I commit suicide please don't let me die it's like the same thing every single day gotta make a move don't know what to do it's like im fuckin glued crying out for help but nobody move I cant trust myself might just end it now yah I'm in a mood seed of darkness I consume slowly it takes root then it starts to bloom unto darkness im consumed speaking to myself miss the real you I don't have the strength to make it thru sorry for everything i do - Written and Recorded and Performed by Deprexxxed (Kaleb Reardon) mix and master done by Deprexxxed (Kaleb Reardon) Beat production by FreekVanWerkum Artwork by Deprexxxed (Kaleb Reardon) #rapfame #2022 #Deprexxxed #xxx #sad #depressed #emotional #emo #rapfamebest #Mood #Freekvanwerkem #moderator.en @moderator.en #feature #featured #Empath #608 #Independent #Wisconsin #homestudio #homemade #fire #hot #heat #bars #barz #dope #xxxtentacion #Rip #wisco #Madison #Milwaukee #bestof2022 #emotion #intro #fuck #Lyrical #NotSober