Ain't Feelin Myself

#Aint #Feelin #Myself #Schizophrenia #Rep #Kamren i aint really feeling myself feeling myself feeling myself i aint really feeling myself feel like im killing myself i aint really i aint really i aint really feeling myself feeling like im dusted on the shelf and beatin by the belt till it leaves fuckin a welt and i dont really know these emotions i felt i feel like i fell this is all i want man nothing else so i keep swinging till i hear a bell now feeling compelled by these demons i cant expell and i yell for help with all the hate that i held feel like an empty shell of my one self this aint good for my health but i got an addiction cant really quit it who am i kidding cuz i am ignorant i am different i am innocent im just a citizen torn like a ligament my fate is imminate tryna rap lines that ignite like dynamite only see the dark and never light even tho my future shines so bright i still dont want this life cuz i aint really feeling myself feeling myself feeling myself feel like im killing myself i aint feeling myself now i hit the pipe till its resonating my imagination rose from the basement to my graduation while everybody stayed hatin im levitating with motivation motivating n meditating with meditation n cultivating to kill em with the medicine n seperate em from hell n satans ratifications while im gravitating my obligations toward this dream i been chasing with all the congratulations thats my long term gratification now wheres my revelation to feel amazing all im really sayin is