as i look to the sky...... and i sit here and wonder why... i really want to be happy....but my inner demons stopping me why...? probably the people that i have in my life dead wieght holding me down i want to change my ways... but feels like the devil gots alhold of me.... i Wonder why.... praying to see my life would change for the better wow wow bout to put all the drugs down for my health and my kids praying for better days wish I could be with them all my life been nothing but pain but stuggle but it has made who today wouldn't qD a damn thing aacause I'm doing what I love as i look to the sky...... and i sit here and wonder why... i really want to be happy....but my inner demons stopping me why...?00p probably the people that i have in my life dead wieght holding me down a i want to change my ways... but feels like the devild gots alhold of me.... i Wonder why....