I'm so done with shit, shit called life why I gotta live when i feel like i should die, I don't know why, makes me wanna cry so I'm forced to get high, and to lie about my feelings had to hide them up inside,I shoulda died should died I gotta gun put it to my head wanna pull the trigger, the feelings in my mind get bigger, losing it I feel like I should die feel like I should die but is she why is she why. getting tired of the games you play, acting like a hoe with no pay, the guy you fucked last week was gay and all the sudden its okay. it's okay to cheat, is that what you think, I getting tired and you make me wanna drink, everytime I do the feelings for you shrink, when I see you you don't wink. love that's a big word something you've never heard, yeah was I the first guy that you hurt or was I the ghird