God blessed

there steady trying ti catch me riding dirty i feel like every body out to get ms anx want to hurt me they wonder why im always nervous I know God has a plan for me but im.still trying to figure out my purpose asking God for a sign looking up to the sky and all around but still i cant find the message everyday the devil steady trying test this my whole life has been a lesson cuz im always gong through trisls ans tribulations snd it has me stressin biting my fingernails till they bleed and everything spinning in my mind feels like im in a maze lifes been a daze and everyday that im standing has me still amazed that I made it this far i give myself props and thank God i need a car but can't get a dam job cuz im a felon then they wonder why we resort to rob and dope selling but i cant blame and one but my dam self if i could have super powers i would fly away way out where theres one AROUND so i can be alone by myself cuz sometimes thats all that helos when i gotta think about my life and what im supposed to do with my life why try whsn every body want to take it if I make it life story