i got no control , over the feelings including the way I holding back ,, every feeling inside i can't decide or denyline everything in my heart and mine every expression is real i stay real with experience with the situation in the past while I'm thinking about how to be strong enough to hold on to my self , i really gotta get rid of every ,bad thoughts 💭 thinking im not going to make it in life and go forward and be Free , its a matter of time I'll let go of every ole in my past be happy and take it easy and be thankful for the opportunity to the blessing god bless me with , it's algood i see why I gotta go threw with way of real shit in my life too for fill and rap about it all tell the truth too the world that its be alright with way of feeling down and out in how love makes you feel stressed the fuck out just keep your head up like a nose bleed keep it kool its gods plan for everything too happen in your life ,, we all gotta be patient and face life hard times plus stuggle off the muscle , its get better if we just fight for whats important to you and let god control your life and path he has chosen for you , he knows what he is doing just expect it respect gods plan and rules , everything happens for a reason ,. just let your self go and , make new, life and restore ,, Keep your head up too the fullest 💯 🤞 , its all be alright with the situation you and I gotta do because gods plan ,, gods plan gids plan ,,, hang on hang tight gods plan 💯💯💯💯💯💯