I love me

rapfame#ohyes#2022#good#day#insane82#€€€#panja#moderators#ihouvanmij#ltr# Loving yourself is hard thing to learn It has nothing to do with How much you Earn  You're always concerned about What they would Think Now i  Think What a big deal even if they think I stink I've accepted Myself I am One With The Wind The Earth And The Fire full of gratitude I don't think I AM better or Higher I finally Can Live With Myself And That's All I Desire After all these Years struggling It feels like a big relieve I'm Alright now I have nothing to Achieve I Would keep it Short and brief after al these years of grief I can suddenly enjoy the sun trees and leaves Before I didn't even notice this s*** So high in the sky I just didn't see feel or heard it probably thinking about how to survive How I would i go from A to B and who could give me a drive walking around with a knife in my pocket Now I don't even feel fear and I love it Is your mind's clear it's such a big change You suddenly have time and s*** to arrange I always was Manic  had Panic attacks but the strange thing is at the moment it self you don't realize it I love I love me counting from 1 to 3 I love me I love me just keeping it easy I love I love me counting from 1 to 3 I love me I love me just keeping it easy Serouisly i wanted me killed i didn't do it consiously but multiple Times they hospilitised.me  cause often i overdozed after an LIFE event  I couldnt. Handle IT at such moments i took everything what was in front of me And ended up comatosed on the streets untill someone Warned the police and they often helped me out of the alley waked me up and decided if i was capabele tot walk and talk  And let me free Sometimes they found me multiple Times on the same Day  i AM very lucky i AM stil Alive  One thing i know. Is i have a spiritual guide dont if its god of Allah en or gandhi they are Friends of me by Day and night the woke over me i am still here as you can see my biggest victory still a life and almost drugfree like i eventually found the key ilove me i love me 123 123