mixed emotions - XxxKidJuri swimming through emotions nobles singing in the ocean no hope I'm not chosen frozen by commotion new trope same notion Im pressed by comparisons depression is my element to hell with your sentiment beaten & abused broken & used I want death give me a noose last breath surrender the truth bottomless pit I'm sick & bruised poisoned by the hate in me death to my enemies potent on my synergy stitched to the symphony drowned in insanity family is a fantasy cursed by the melody sad is the pshyco me happy is tattered me Im flaccid on the mimicry hard on destruction but bad with apologies