Trapped

i see through your desguise you look for my demise im sorry youre deprived cause quitting aint it long as im a live i cant escape even if i tried you say that youre real i say that you lied my hearts on fire and im burning alive so i guess im not fine still trapped in my mind everyday another problem sometimes i wanna holla but i cant i just hold my head up chest out ppl ask am i ok im telling lies right my mouth so i downloaded this app and qween p came about so im telling you problems and im telling all my fears kinda slipped in a few things thats happemed through the years as a kid an adult im still very broken this music bout the only thing thats really helped me cope and kinda been alittle stuck thinking where my future going i aint really tryna rhyme im just tryna be open with anybody thats really gonna listen to me cause when i tell my mama things they dont intrest she tryna be all i can everyone tryna stop it cant even talk about money because they pocket watchin soon as i wake up in the morning and i grab my phone they ask for shit if i aint got it then they ass be gone i see through your desguise you look for my demise im sorry youre deprived cause quitting aint it long as im a live i cant escape even if i tried you say that youre real i say that you lied my hearts on fire and im burning alive so i guess im not fine still trapped in my mind i let em go but they always come back with the same bag empty saying they about they sack no luck i aint wishing on a star or a clover for them needing love i say you really need a shoulder and i do too you gotta face it and when i say you i mean me cause thats the basic i gotta fix myself before i can help anyone else yeah lifes a trip but aometimes you gotta fend for yaself i see through your desguise you look for my demise im sorry youre deprived cause quitting aint it long as im a live i cant escape even if i tried you say that youre real i say that you lied my hearts on fire and im burning alive so i guess im not fine still trapped in my mind x1