brand new ring

Im sorry i lied over and over again, i dont know who i was back than before you get up set just listen to what im sayin, i realize all you want for me is the best, but recently when my Grandma died i just feel like theres a knife in my chest, feel like i was a walking zombie who hates his life and doesnt have any hobbies. I didnt want anyone to help me, telling people to get away from me, i acted as though i had nobody. Until i finally opened my eyes to see, it was your beautiful face staring back at me, i took you for granted. suprised you didnt leave. Bringing me food to my work, it wasnt always pleasent for you but you made it work. Putting me first was the only thing on your mind, couldnt say it was a surprise. Only thing on my mind was getting my next high and waiting to get caught and you leaving my behind was the only thing on mine. Can you believe it, i treatly you like shit. I was nothing but a hypocrite. Saying not to swear at me while i was calling you a bitch. Thought i was gonna treat you better but all i did was end up hurting you moments later. My word is my bond. So i guess my word to me was nothing but trash found at the bottom of a pond. Im sorry i hurt you over and over, im asking for another chance and your probably wanting all the pain to be over. Take my hand, ill be a better man, ive changed. Truly. Take this ring. Its a big diamond bling. Heres what it means. No more weed no more lies no more masks on my face for a discize, no more cutting or blood on my knife. I love you and will treat you good. Better then any man could. Ill be your classy man or a guy from the hood. Your my mother fucking queen, see what i mean baby im your king look at your finger its a new diamond ring it has a nice sound to it like bling.