ive proved my point

Yeha this is just life I don't understand I scanned for everything now I'm rambling through everything tryna find my secret but I feel stupid because I just lost it my life sucks I hate everyone else and I hate my self I have no wealth to be with and my sis just left me and now I'm just stressed I tried my best to not go through a quest but it's always not worth it learned and I have returned and I have heard many things in my life I've seen things in my life I tried to keep it to my self but I lied to everybody else I thought it was good for my health but it wasn't it like a shelf being torn down being sworn at I ain't gonna try to chat nah I dont know what to say I've almost hanged myself today and well I regret everything I'm sorry dad I'm sorry mom but this life is about to go off I'm being Disitagrated Annilated I have fated and I'm being deflated Minidoka I'm in the fucking zona I'm rapping so fast I can't here my own voice and I've reached my point and I have joined an appoint and I can't dissapoint my own parents but I did