Change The World | Anjellalo

This is anjellalo, I think I'm gonna actually trY now. What da fuck is this shit? The word don't make any sense anymore. Everyone is censored, people higher than you pretend their narrative helps you. What da fuck is goin' on? How did they make us not notice? To accept dangerous realities as normal? And the ones we hear about too, why am I not crying like I should be? Why can't anyone seem to get anywhere in changing things that are HARMING PEOPLE. How does one person make a difference? Should I just learn and share knowledge? I used to think up ways I'll fix the world when I was younger, but I ended up accepting it instead. Accepting I can't possibly ever make any significant differences. I think today I'll change. Make fun stupid videos, use my body to my advantage. Make a following and use influence to share the things the world wants to cover up. Bring light to what is covered up. Peace, signing out. See ya when I'm famous✌ I won't give up on humanity anymore. I won't give up on myself anymore. I wont give up on my "unattainable dreams," that I made myself forget. I want to help, it's my life's calling, my meaning for existing, something deep in me always dreamed of changing the world. And I want to make a difference in my viewers lives like so many I've watched have done for me. I want to be what you turn to to escape your mind, your life, like the people I watch do for me. The youtubers, the musicians, the lyricists, the dancers, the comedians, the actors, the authors, the developers, the artists. I'm consumed by them, they felt like my whole world at times. Like I could live through them while I wasn't experiencing life. They make me happy, they make me laugh. They can make me cry, and they can make me inspired. They can make me forget, they can make me remember. And, they can bring my attention to something to make me realize it matters.