that's all I should do as I said I made my bed and I'll lay in it too I raised hell in my life on a day-to-day basis sometimes I get lucky and I can't find a way to achieve smeared my face in the sheet that I stack on top of all of the things I should have cared about and every once in a while all the things that I should I cared about all of the things I should have and I care about all of the things that I currently should I just have a self-defense mechanism that is totally barbaric don't take this song the wrong way are rap whatever you want to call it I didn't think much about it but I got in my way all the way through