yea lately ive just been so depressed but drama yes was growing up a little bit and realized that people aren’t all gonna stay yea but its cool Big Joe here on the mic     yea lemme tell you something yall don’t know bout Big Joe but people don’t show how much I care “but Big Joe what don’t we get” but lemme tel yall real quit life aint easy momma left but I grew from it realized im good and daddy wasn’t right he was drunk act like im supposed to forget but I aint the type to forget when its horrible but might hit these bars but lemme stirck these flows but I might put on showd but that can wait I might just have to tell yall Big Joes story still yea bused when I was little lost a friend when I was growing but then my dad didn’t help when I wax getting bullied and jumped at school said man up but uncle came to the rescue yea miss you uncle yea even other uncle was there but I miss you too uncle but lets keep this going yea lost my step mom April fools yea why the pranks not a good day yea my birthday people act like they care but only the real ones do but lemme say this hate on me bitch please imma row with this flow but was still getting jumped daddy didn’t realize but been cheated on what else been played what else fuck you bitch you get no respect put me through hell but lost friends cause had to move but moved on cause they were fake but I might be and tak a hit for ol sake but lemme take this verse to the next     yea ive just felt so depressed had a fake smile but I might have to kick with this reality but i might have hit with this hook while you try and read these lyrics like a book but I might have to just tell you the story held a fake smile hit the beat             yea Big Joe here come and put tohatchi on the map but before in Albuquerque I was on the west side so I come from west coast but I might and get a cost but got no buyers but back to the story tried killing myself three times cause dad stupid decisions but it might have to be my decision yall quit talking bout us but might have to defend her but I might lose her but then id be depressed again but its time for this verse to end and might have to bend with these bars and might and go watch cars but its time for big joe to be heartless might have diss all these motherfuckers in this rrack im tired of being quite will you kids just leave me alone for once except you your good but all these other people get the fuck off my dick might make lyrics that are sick but yall aint slick but people wanna stare the fuck yall looking at never seen someone like me please don’t trip on this heat I come with yea I may act like im good im not I sit there and give myself therapy sessions but yeah life aint easy