depress

many times I feel depress and no one even answered my friend request I fell in love but thats an awful quest I'm young but I have many regrets I'm not suppose to feel this way but I can't act as if everything is just ok My own mind is killing me it keeps driving me insane my heart is wild and it needs to be tame I can't focus, I think I'm lost. I wanna stand in front of a road and get hit by bus so I can end all this fuss I sing and rap all the time but right now I'm not just in line my body is not one with my mind the pain is eating me from inside My heart is a mess I don't feel like the best but right now I feel so depress