Yeah I get it you said it I shoulda sat back and listened to the words you’d say. I never coulda known that shit would hit like when I was playing black jack in Vegas. But let me tell you something you already knew this city seeming to be hazing us Shoulda put up more of a fuss I didn’t and the dreams I have Are starting to fade like dust in the wind And I’m going around the bend Going absolutely insane, and I know it Yet here I remain and it’s seems to everybody that I don’t give a fuck. It seemed like I had given up on love. Now days I’m praying to a god above. The one who I used to run from. Man I was dumb Wish I hadn’t become so numb I can feel the pain in bones and God damn it I should’ve given a duck Now time for the luck of the draw Shoulda saw it coming but it came so fast. Quickly from first I fell into last i could only see that the stone was cast In my direction even though it was lost to the sea and I found myself blaming everything but me for all the problems that were inside of my entity now you could claim insanity. But once the chaos ceased It was like Jesus calming the sea That raged on inside I just wanna be free So tired of just getting by I just wanna see my family I just, I just wanna be me Not gonna get lost anymore than I have in the cause cuz it cost just a little to much and I’m tired of seeing myself in the mirror all stuck in a rut.