No way but up

She love me cause all of my tats I look vandalized she can tell I’ve been through hell she can see it in my damaged eyes it’s no surprise on why I am the way I am nothing I can’t survive cause I know I can I know I am fucked up got all this pain stuck up in my soul I’ve paid my dues when life takes its tolls I’m missing piece got so lost I forgot what relief is I’m only alive for my nephews and nieces I’ve adapted to the dark because I’ve lost my spark you’re lucky if you have a least a part of what’s left of my heart I know I’m a bad person reversing my bad habits but I have be so elaborate I’ve had shit that most people would go bat shit and I can take it back to my past everything I’ve been through I don’t want a poor pitty me it’s so you can see why I flee away from people I’m still stuck in a deep whole. But I dug it so I got to budget my every move I’d tell you to walk in my shoes But they wouldn’t fit And I get everyone handles shit differently But no I don’t want your fucking symphony I just want to be alone I don’t condone you approach me I watch everyone closely so I can read em Feelings I don’t fucking need them so listen to this because I’m leaving