Remake, one take

@shwiftybeguilingWhen it rain it pours, so of course, the roof has sprung a leak It’s raining here in Ky at least 8 days a week And perfect blue buildings offer me no relief Even here by the clear green apple sea It doesn’t feel the same as it use to, to me Then again, I’m not the same as the man that I use I use to be The ocean spray on my face the breeze through the palm trees Sand between my toes, bare feet, as I sit on the beach Or in my home where I sleep Still I feel no inner peace Still trying to center my che But fuck everybody Staring at a blank page Holding a pen But my minds on empty Waiting for an epiphany My reputation proceeds me So, ain’t nobody fucking with me So, can somebody, explain to me, the unnecessary fuckery, bitch ass cats , they be ducking me, I wish they’d be able to see The forest for the trees Just leave me be Just don’t fuck with people with PTSD Doing my best for the wife and family I’ve had enough of these Voices that be haunting me Constantly Taunting me Wanting me To go back to the old me And honestly That’s nothing ya wanna see m back, I’m free I hit the ground running My feet never touch the streets All I want or need is a mic and a beat Lines I’ve said in my head in need of technic I just murdered the beat Or at least put it to sleep Because evidently I’m presently Incredibly Unforgettably The epitome The most beguiling Shwifty I