2022 I promise

(yeah im still a asshole- i #newyears #trailerparkunderdogg #trailerparkUNDERDOGG #freestyle #eternityrecordsinc #romierome #bashinbagbroz #sendtohot #new #fresh #hot #rapfame #pittsburghrappers still never try my best -im still that asshole i speak befor i think but i gota get this off my chest) yeah so here we are we reach a new year-never meeting my son ever again was always my worse fear-blink my eyes falls another tear-2022 i promise my son ill live life like i have no fear-ill get that big bad bully that hurt him when i wasnt around-ill tie that mother fucker up runn him off a bridge with out making a sound-they dont know pain like i do -thry aint trying to stay sane like i do-they never meet a perfect beautiful soul my son man i believe a witch i was a fool -i wasnt around to keep you safe-i blame my self for jot protecting you morr evry fuckin day-i wish we could rewind time-i wish i could hear you say dada i love you once more-i wish i would if stopped thst whore when she took you away from me that day-but she had me on strings like a puppet-everytime i tried to be there and all i did for years never meant nothing to her-she used you just to manipulate and get what ever id give-she never cared about our family like i did sorry kid -i know you was everything i was so proud-i hse to tell everyone how smart you was id ve so excited they see me shout -we had some of the best times and days-but unfortunately the good die young-now it's new years and i aint having fun-crying asking why the lord had to take my son-theae sick evil mother fuckers think this is a game-til its my chance to take a turn-turn the table upside down and watch their house burn -just like my fuckin heart take me back to when he was born befor for you ripped out my fuckin heart can you hear me-im growing more bitter and sore-i wana get my heart surgery Removed i never wana love again i aint a fool-nothing lasts for ever -i wish heaveb had one last call but i guess ill have to sing this song anf write a letter hopefully 2022 will be better