Never accept a hand out less I know who's hand it is where the hand has been Never let the left kno what the right hand doing Can't abandon this Mathew verse 3 written in chapter 6 Cause goals can't oppose my dreams n shii N I been den seen the shii N my dreams n shii N I dream lucid Defyin Lucy Grab a loose leaf Need a few sheets Then I scribe all the pain and the struggle words foreign I describe balance that I juggle Eruptions causin disruption of my mental Thoughts lava hotter than the fire cant escape the paper or my pencil THis life is a bitch Took everything I loved Made me wanna get rich Just so I can show up To my family events Took my brother from me To love n his memory R.I.P. He was feeling alone Now I'm feeling a bone To pick Pick up the phone Left a message at tone It's sick I can't do this alone I'm all on my own Still can never repay you for the kindness you've shown Kendrick said this feeling is unmatched But when it rains it pours wet ceiling unthatched Life gets flipped like a reciprocal Flips us on our head as soon as we feelin dependable Depending on situation can wreck a whole mental Illness that plagues the body deep from in you hook: when is you gon be legit when is you gonna get rich when is you gonna just quit you cold but you thinking you lit when is you gon be legit go back to school man u shit ima say it again den thats it I begin at the end of my wit