merry Christmas to heaven

#merrychristmas #rip #TrailerparkUNDERDOGG #rapfame #new #hot #freestyle #lovemyson #followme #follo #likethis #subscribe #inbox #christmaseve another Christmas wake up found out im on the shit list-this ones reslly different-because i realize im all alone -no comfort and family i realize im on my own -no place feels like home-my babys gone so what am i to feel-they say when you lose a loved one this is real-so i wana say merry Christmas to my family and friends-enjoy what you have close to you because you never know when it ends-i wana say merry Christmas to my son in heaven-i really miss your smile and laugh -i need you more then you needed me cant you see im worthless without my seed-i still put up a tree just for you-presents under the tree for you the lights shine green white and blue-pictures held together by glue of me and you-i put your favorite shirt in a frame-hung it on my wall and cry every day its not the same-i wish heaven had a phone so i could make a call just saying-i wish i could hear you say da da that beautiful laughter you had a grip on my heart-thinking sbout you lose cuts ne like a knife thats really sharp damn i wanna still make this Christmas for you its so fuck sad you only got to experience two -every step i take is in honor of you you saved my life from drugs gangs and a crazy wide-eyed and crazy i cant sleeo lately someone save me and tell me i can see my baby -you loged baby shark long walks and playing in the park shock in my heart-my lifes gloomy with out you i rather stay in the dark-this Christmas just wont be the same-bc a Christmas with out your kid is just lame