today feel like a crazy day i feel spending it all in bed am just thinking bout all people i wish they wast dead sometimes i just wonder why shit just happening though why me why me at night i wonder why me at night i wonder verse 1: why this happening to me though i done been through a lot i am only 13 for me it wasn't a easy ride it was really rough though had to grow up at a tender age i wish you knew how that shit felt you would speaking some sense into me not bullshit man why the hell do you call this for goodness man you older you need to think like an adult don't just grow with your body grow with your mind too you call yourself an adult well you better think like one coz you had an easy life you think life's for fun me I'mma tell truth i ain't gonna hide it from you most of the people you call your friends be the ones that's lying to you they might tell you something good just something from you well i dont need of your money man you just keep it I'd rather work hard for my money than receiving handouts growing up my daddy told me that i gotta work hard i ain't posed to wait for nobody to hand these handouts made a promise to my Mama that i will make it out the hood chorus: today feel like a crazy day i feel like spending it all in bed