Afterlife (18:25)

Ane lagi yaad to Barney lagi arzoo Muj me kahi raaz to Na mukammal meri zaat to Me khud me ek raag sa ban mera saaz to Muj ko sataey teri yaad center wali pehli mulakat Ek nazr dekh kr waqat bhi gaya sa tham Ankhein iski hont usk muj pe laga ye sitam Ab uth ne lagi us ko dekhne ki trap Pehly jo me parhta na tha ab me pouhncta tha waqt per Phr hone laga mujhe us se rafta rafta ye payar Charhta tha muj pe nashe jesa us ka ye khumar Maloom tha use k krta ho pasand use Phr bhi wo muj se nazreen yun chorati thi. Sharmati thi meri pouchi hoei hr  baat pe. Nazrein nhi milati thi q sharmati meri baat pe. Ab jo mujhe hone laga rafta rafta fitoor uski zaat pe. Tm hoor ho ya noor ho ya muj me chupa mera hi gurror ho Nashe jesa muj pe chrta ye suroor ho. Mere ishq e haqeeqi ka wo fitoor ho zaroor ho. Mene kiya jo izhaar to kehti k mujhe kisi or se ha payaar. Pr me nhi janta tha k wo payaar mera yak trafa tha.haha Ab rona hasna dono me koi farq nhi. Ankho me anso nai dard likhne ko koi warq nhi. Phr bhi dil krta ha muhabbat Is me koi shaq nai. I was down on my knees phr kehne ko ab tera koi haq nai. Phr koshishe krta usko bhool jane ki. Na kosheshien krta uski yaad ane ki. Pr kease me bhool jao apna pehla wala payar Phr khud me goom or dil me ane lagi ye  darar. ata q nhi mere dil ko ye karar. Phr jese tese rote haste use bhool ne laga . Phr zindagi me pehle jesa khush rahne m  laga. Phr ek din dil k mazaar pe i to wapsi. Cha gai qayamat jease krne muj pe zayadti. Phr utne lage murde teri yaad k qabre tor kr. Tha bhool kr tujhe muj me kahi chor kr. Phr q jalne lagi meri muhabbat tere darbaar pe. Lekin phr bhi to trse ga mere dedaar pe. Me krta ho kaam jidhr . I to q yahan idhar. Phr to q muskoraey muj ko dekh kr. Then i was shocked why you came here. Me kho betha khud k hosh jo dekha tuj ko jo. Phr chor kr kaam sare beth gaya kone me. Ane lagi yaad teri laga jese rone me. Ab wo q Ajeeb rango me dhalti ja rahi ha Wo thi nhi esi jo wo banti jarahi ha Kehti thi k muj ko krna haasil buht bhari ha Kr k izhaar chora tha waqat  pe q k muhabbat waqt ki mari ha Suni phr wo ayaat kehta khuda jis me waqat Pr lao ga manpasand cheese jo tmhari ha. Duaaein karo duaaon se naseeb bhi dabla krty ha .