there aint time in the day to say all thats on my brain or explain why I am this way who are you to say when you ain't even here for me today you cheer I lead the way I dont need for anything to go my way cause I know God won't let me die anyway soon you gone wonder why you treated me this way but it probably be the minute after ive gone away why didn't you listen to me when I was around your position seem to say I was only In the way it simple babe im a civil slave still living in a chivilrous state trying to give life cpr but its so hard to resuscitate through the excessive hate yet I can relate to the depressive weight addressed of late as a rest of the wings of fates intermediates in the ingredients to make this expedient cause I won't be obedient but their aint no need in shit ever having to pend and sway indeed the pit is where I need to sit ride out the black flag for my walk rhyming slack timing lacks so pack a bag im tired of the attack of the devil on my back wanna play I aint goin out that way by God thats a fact aint no way to leave this world with your life Intact when everywhere you turn someone sticks a knife in ya back slicing you up then pricing the pack mr nice guys gone you got me back im in the zone so hold the phone you thought I aint stand a chance didn't think I could hold my own but I done turned so cold can't no one turn me on im gone always be alone cause I been too gone to see what she dont want shown ive known all along so yea your taking things all wrong I just want you all to know it was her who kept me alive through these years now reality and fallacy intermingle cant keep grinding these gears I finding peace sneers ever time I try to unwind and find relief here I need to be clear and forewarn you all but there's no need when you don't even want me to be here the treachery never a stretch for me to see laying next ist for your list a discovery of life begins with the recovery only blocked in stride seelitists I got the frequency to enlist them piss on the history a kiss on the warm aspiring cheek of this story is the moral is war never was what I was Intended for because im just a cloud of dust cause this may it for me so loud and oral voraciously in the tenacity to spin that win in turn turning it over to the friends and spend the next ten minutes trying to discuss the fuss the missing us is over so whats the reason to cuss when all I plan to do is try to live without always being a lie to the apple of my eye despise I try I cry cause its implied the love I give is always denied so I reply to a slight of the mind til I can find a connection to the rhyme in my Inflection I cant beat perfection so dissection only make me miss the interjection in terms of the winter I might press enter and then splinter In to the dinner as when hurt went against hurt it leaves the love in the dirt as id give a shove In to the return often burned i may make the batter churn make no stern ascetic approach if you want the po no to appear on the rear or up hear on the way to commandeer a Boeing cause a reindeer is caught in the landing gear and so heroic hellish swell ditch the relish only making you a delicacy a fail to reveal where I will be nailed and impaled for all the frailty in the holy grail with me so roll a soul In to a ball and add the slaw or its against the law to hold the mustard on this and call it a hotdog got fogged a clogged artery is hard to see but