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How long does the pain last I can remember that day i saw u last Time has past since u past away I can remember that day so clear Was 1 of the things i used to most fear To live a day on this eafth without you here Now plenty years later the pains supposed to of heeled Its even greater,damn i really miss ya How long does the pain last I can remember that day i saw u last, I wanted to just die fast As the memories before my eyes flashed As i wept n gasped i come to deal with the ache in my heart Heart of gold from born till old, But how can a heart of gold go cold The pain that unfolds moulds the long roads Truth to be told Just behold and try n jkeep hold the loved ones you still hold How long does the pain last,Time has passed away since you passed away i remember that day I remember it clear,one i things what i used to most fear, To live a day without you here,13years of learning,meaning teachers Teaching im not gonna be preaching but 1 thing they need to start teaching as a lesson im not messing is how to deal with loss of a loved one its so stressing,but knowone knows how to deal with grief or grieving unless you an expert and the grim reaper does keep making youre loved Ones keep leaving with no option or deciding just need to accept And deal with a pain n grief what is hurtful but no bleeding No plaster or tablets or medicine for the grieving,no operations or miracles to make the grief as to why you are grieving to just stop n start leaving it does take a while for the healing of the pain what ya feeling But people say times a healer,that grief sometimes is never healing Going about happiness stealing,heart still breaking hurt to the point you think its pisstaking whatever your opinion its there for the debating throw ya butts,what ifs,maybes,in its creating help hopefully for the grieving n the ones left hurting,its something felt bt each n every person