I’m at the lowest of the lowest Bottom of the totem pole And the lower that I seem to go The farther that I fall I was taught to keep your bread up But as I move on I see It’s hard to keep yo head up Tryna swim a never ending sea I’m drowning But I ain’t pouting Pull myself from out this funk I ain’t got nothing left Except for this Lil couple bucks But when nothin’s not enough It’s hard to find some pleasure Can’t seem to find the sun Hidden behind this rainy weather Ain’t sayin I would end it But I wish that I would die Something sudden like a car crash A plane that fell right out the sky Doin wrong to get me by Alcohol and a lot a drugs Gotta try Maintain this high But I know this aint really love Everybody’s so hung up droids, I phone, and tablets No one even really needs em It’s sad to say we gotta have it Whats this world coming to Really can’t disclose the answer Consciousness is coming to but life’s a bitch So you can’t plan it Wish there was another planet Ta get away from all this hate Gotta heal my health, prepare myself Cause soon enough They’ll be better days Depression is a monster Anxiety is a killer And this feeling of just being numb Is the feeling of not feeling I’m tired of this empty void Noise inside my head just kill it If you feelin how I’m feelin Then stand up and say you feel it This shit a lot to deal wit But I’m moving at my pace Gotta lotta shit that’s in my brain Still I must maintain I’m losin it Grab my crucifix ta Fix our hands in prayer write a letter to my ex The only one that I endeared But have no fear (SLOW) I’m holdin up (SLOW) And if you pullin through Im tellin you I’m pulling up I know that we all had enough Don’t treat me like I’m trash Did a lot just for my family To stop right now And burn n crash I wish my mom ain’t had me pop a plan-b and just move along And I hope that you can vibe tonight Why listenin to this here song