#ThinkThatWasStupid yea I remember when I had sold my momma tv for a weed pack. think that was stupid at home in her kitchen is where I had popped a 40 blick at through the frigde wouldnt even keep cool no mo. outa my brain. out of my cranium came the craziest thangs man. freaknic in my daddy living room with a chatline trick too nasty needed a broom. use to be to be yuwees through the neighborhood chases icecream trucks. scaping my knees and fake fighting till I started catching strikes like dem lightening what had went wrong really tryna fit in huh daddy to busy for me huh mommy seemed to strict for me huh she didnt she didnt like none of my friends I would creep out the window when I was grounded like hartsville 93 man hiden my progress reports sleeping in class like zees man. fightingbin school slap faces 14 started catchen cases. Making bad plans dat didnt make sense bumped a stranger head had brought 12 to my my daddys pad I eould say anythang and act sad for my actions but dont think i really meant what i had said remember daddy had got sick and they lost all of they riches and whips church put us up in little house on the prairie and the neighbor dog was my only friend frustration bulding in the wind doors slamming and momma cry again all of us ferling the pain inside man aint aint scared to be true they think trill is too body drop dats what I had thought so i get it but that type of thought us a robbery to us and how to stop it before real problem what we got. i heard life is what you make it man so if you in a place where you cant take it and fewl like you cant shake it man what willllll you dooooo? we have to find a new type if being true anywho. dropped out in 11. thats when devill really came in no matter my momma praying i was playing in the streets a game with my life creeping nights like spiders do walls. adrenaline from running from the law would slip them like vasiline over fences and through woods like wildgame got away so many times. how man? all through dem houses man all of atlanta my lick. how many thousands didnt need no partna to be out here on my lousy man. foolish one thang but i was ghoulish and hot toolys man. niw wish was nerdy im school man. cause life was slapping at me like a pool game. doing thangs i would later regret it big time lost all good vibes outa my mind felt Like i was drowning down in the deep in tryna find my way out it was a hell of a challenge. drunk high heart getting callous a menace to society and my self i was a walking violence. and dont you try this. the price too icey it is aint scared to be true they think trill is too body drop dats what I had thought so i get it but that type of thought us a robbery to us and how to stop it before real problem what we got. i heard life is what you make it man so if you in a place where you cant take it and fewl like you cant shake it man what willllll you dooooo? we have to find a new type if being true grew up in the church house but didnt understand what true religion was about i had my doubts Friend momma called me crazy horse and it stuck. she thought i was trouble on wheels in mud stuck and she was right the way i would mucky it up. all of it couldnt see my way straight through none of it. stupid I would run it and my life was dropping like some comets. if im being honest really shocked that wasnt boxed or locked guess God was watching and stopped that top of my hat was all black he was calling but i would call back in the middle of of licks he was talking at me how could that be? I was so supressed in my soul demonized in a cold world black eyes in a cold world blacking out in a coldworld tounge back of my thoat embombing fluid will do that type of cruel joke bad dope cause felt like cant cope they busted 5 or 7 shots at my top everybody dropped but I was too high to know it ao i did not pop pop pop pop pop or maybe two more pop pops. bqck windshield next to me pop out glass on the street. coulda been my ass on the street. aint scared to be true they think trill is too body drop dats what I had thought so i get it but that type of thought us a robbery to us and how to stop it before real problem what we got. i heard life is what you make it man so if you in a place where you cant take it and fewl like you cant shake it man what willllll you dooooo? we have to find a new type if being true @moderator_en #moderator_en #bmbest #rapfame #hot #fire #new #1 #2021heat #rap #trap #locoent #bmvideo #bmfeatures #itrecords #paradoxrecords #sharktankent #topshelfproductions #locofamilymusic #hiphop #2k21 #immortals #crazyhousefirstwave #chfwinstitute #theinstitute #missionstatement #sinkorswim #firstwave