Accidental Prone

I told her pack her shit and go, she asked the reason why but I don't really know, I kinda wanna die I just wanna be alone, but the demons in my mind just won't freaking let me go, I don't really like the man I tend to be, I'm always getting high I can't stand reality, everybody cross my eyes is potential enemies, I'll probably suicide to escape insanity, see the mountains that I climb just for your fucking Majesty, wanted you as mine but fuck it nevermind you were just a fantasy, chaotic in my mind and I'm jumping from the peak, they say to love yourself or you cant love no one else, pieces of my broken heart that you put up on the shelf, I fell for you so hard that I fell right into hell, now you're just another scar but I did this to myself, I'm in this shit alone I can feel the people hate, I'm turning off my phone cause I know that I relate, I'm accidental prone accidentally fucked up fate, ask me where I I'm going headed right into the lake,