first thing first fuck the life fuck the people people in our days are full of evil they look a devil ,devil on a new level god help me ,god i can't ,and when i remember that oneday my mom's gonna live me alone i cry to much because of she's my crutch ,after her who the fuck is gonna think about me ,they are just fucking with me they are just fighting with me without any reasons yop ,and this is why i cant smile ,how can i smile with all that pain i'm feeling i will be like a house without ceiling ,everyday i cry, and i wish i die , makin me happy is impossible don't even try ,I was very optimistic and had hope for a happy life, but in one moment all my ambitions were crushed ,but i said i'll never give up i'll tossup my last dice after i realized i did the wrong choice ,wait a minut that was not a choice Because I had no other choice so it's my desteny i'm telling you my story listen to me ,and if you're life is the same with mine i'm telling you something to be fine ,don't be optimistic sometimes belive me pessimism is fantastic