I'm still here waiting.. I've been goin Thru It..still be sittin here Faking alot of These smiles and laughter If I don't do That then they be talking alotta shit chit and chatter right after Asking me what is the matter I be saying oh it don't even matter everybody looks at me Mad as the hatter..like I be smoking a Bunch of black matter up Matter fact I be down With anything if knew Me bruh but you Dont its ok i have Been drenched with this Negativity coming down on Me like it was rain Wiping the tears from My Eyes lying to myself It'll be ight That's what I tell Myself every day and Night I'm still here waiting.. I've been goin Thru It..still be sittin here Faking alot of These smiles and laughter If I don't do That then they be talking alotta shit chit and chatter right after Asking me what is the matter I be saying oh it don't even matter everybody looks at me Mad as the hatter Tho that's I thought All these drugs were The anidote I don't Know I am just sitting here Spitting these flows tryna fuckin cope With all of my misery My self imagery isn't Displayedd how it should Be I just wish Shit would've worked out differently than it did From now back to When I was a Little kid the Innocents And ignorance was too Dam Bliss but there was Alot of shit That I missed in The midst of it And it makes me pissed as Shit cuz I used To hit with such Precision but now everyone Don't listen in.. and That get me enegerized Like a lithium bunny Hip hopping I ain't Even running I know That one day I'll Make it something that's Beautiful Death always balancing out On my life line I like to shake it Till there ain't nothing Left That means that I'm Out of my right Mind I look Deep within and I Can't find my happiness That I've been searching for For quite some Time now but I'm Still here waiting I Have been more than Hella patient I have Been chasing my dreams So I'll hella make It While people be Hella hating I'll be Geeking all the way Through the week to The weekend on Sunday Give hella praises I'm out #dirtyshedproductionz #rapfame #feature #staywoke #newmusic #featured #hot #features