Voices In My Head

I don't know what I mean to you all I know is i was mean to you Don't wanna talk could care less just wanted to get this off my chest and I'm wearing a bullet proof vest so I'll be fine running that king pin that's the deep end or is this just the end I dont know don't care just flow with the stares don't trip down the stairs voices in my head now telling me I'll be dead drinking lean eating bread god knows I'm feed I ain't starven I dont fuck with no bargains I'll just go with normal charges pass that base line got new gang signs shuffiling in these mines struggling with these rhymes to put in these line trying to find my voice gangsta rap, off beat ,off heat voices in my head now telling me I'll be dead drinking lean eating bread god knows I'm feed I ain't starven I dont fuck with no bargains I'll just go with normal charges just want the fame and fortune not a huge fan of pain and extortion especially that pain of an abortion this is what goes through my head what would happen if I were dead would that whole world flip upside down and put everyone's faces in the ground or would I just dissipar without sound this is what I worry about head filled with doubt wanna get that clout just wanna shout just wanna scream my mind out fresh canvas but I still have same sadness same balance same flow same shit same malace #fire #Alex #firsttry #voicetest