strange days/ feels the waves of intense pain/spitting my vision/ not feeling the same/ and I'm ready for therapy/ but not a single soul came/ im so drained/swear to God im sick of suffering from migraines/God blames/ God's not there/ and I know it/ try to stay focused/ but really remain hopeless/someone tell me where the dope is/ im talking all types of drugs/ uppers and downers/ im passing out on counters/ with a wicked buzz/ they call me strange and deranged/ in this range/ I will aim/ and let bullets bust/ if you're rolling with us/you better stay strapped/ ima show you how I gave stella her groove back/ im straight ill when I rap/ pop a pill and relax/smoking all the world's ills/until my fucking lungs collapse/can't face another day/ so I a3rd coming/ with nothing/ but utter destruction/this weed has got me weezing/lil Wayne/stay the fuck in your own lane/or im bringing pain/ with glocks ready to blow your brains out through windowpayne/my tempers simmering/ about to boil/im like rattle snake/with bitter shakes/ you'll see me coil/dont get me cornered/ or its biddy bye bye/ get me real high/ till I realize/my eyes are bleeding bad/pull a smash and grab/ im kicking massive.ass/ tell me where the fuck the acids at/I can trip for days/seeing flowers and rose pedals/ wither while I walk away/passing Leilanis grave/and I don't feel nothing but shame/disgust/ i combust/ cuz I feel I'm not Enough/ no good enough/never was/ my family looks at me with utter pity/ then I tell em/ go and live my life/im crying with a butcher knife/I swear I wanna pack my shit up/ and leave this city/ drugs got me iffy/ feeling shitty/not again/ I could use a friend/ or just a helping hand/ but my death is all part of the devils plan/