hey guess what dad today I had cornbread for snack mother kissed my forehead and then my heart froze when she left you could literally ride down my heart on a bobsled I wrote this novelette for my mother and my mother f ing with my emotions but I still love her so much that you cant judge that but you can judge me that's why I implied to this contest and to implore on learing so much more on people's judgments stomachs full of blessings well what do you mean? I mean babies if your not pregnant then your stomach is still full of blessings when you have butterflies in your stomach that's a blessing when you devour the food you ate that you prayed on that's in you bellie not a single hellion like me can bother you because like I said the blessings inside of you keep me from not harming you I love you mother I will never harm you rest your arms on a armrest because your arms must be tired from all the hugs you given me you sharpened my mind you even sharpened my knifes yet when I wanted to end my life you was kind to me and said this I will miss you know matter what rather its dieing from natural cause or sucide I will still love you cause your my baby