I originally did this song right here on the rapfame app but I ended up loving it so I re recorded it in my studio, added some lyrics, and came out with this song that is painfully beautiful I use to stare at the clouds hoping God take me/ These walls can hold me back but they can't break me/ Ain't got much to say so I move silent/ if a nigga try to test me ima choose violence/ I use to be that nigga but I'm really on my own now/ Gone now, hope somebody pick up the phone now/ Hear the voice dial, slam the phone  down/ It's clear to me I'm really out here on my own now/ Oh why, oh why, oh why are they  take my life/ So many regrets, I shoulda seen the police coming/ Shoulda ditch the whip and hit the ground running/ Start bustin, get around the homies we gon start something/ Ur whole car get lit up like yall done sparked something/ Thought the woman in my life would always hold me down/ But she grew tired of getting phone calls from these holding cells/ Walking down mainline prison blues on/ Ur heart crumbling cuz u realize that u wrong/ 19 year old me in the CDC/ Blaming everybody, yeah, except for me/ Leave me be, daydreaming about being free/ I'm back out there on the streets, just my kids and me/ I can't help but think I could of been something/ So many big homies that loved to watch and yet  they did nothing/