when I sit here I reminisce on the past I always end up kicking my ass I was such a dumb little bastard I should have been kicked on my ass all the time I wasted trying to please you knowing I can never be the person you wanted me to but I give it my all even at my highest you probably still didn't thinkyhbb I have water to fall but that's all right we only know what we're talking to me a lot and I swear I love smoking pot slows me down a lot it makes a little more easier to plan and apply I never thought I'd be this sick of life it's so quiet I'm going to keep me up at night something just being right