im sittin here in my sisters spot chillin blasting meditation music while i wright from my heart about my situation because of addiction my life really sucks ive be diagnosed schizoaffective and some more all becuz i couldnt stay away from that bit** cristal 27 years old and tryin to put me on disability because they know my mind has been destroyed stuck with voices i cant contain calling me to tha wood so they could shoot me in tha brain as i walk in the wood full of disappointment i didnt hear a bang from tha pistal he told me he was slingin this is somthing i fight with most days i cant rap and im good with that tha pen in my hand feels good because im telling a lil about my story im truly sorry if you can relate this shit ant no games .... thanx y'all!