dispare

I don't expect people to love me I just hope they care cause I'm human too and they give me dispare with how they look at me they look with a glare and I just can't help it but to stare cause I can't bare this pain I'm feeling inside that I'm trying to hide I feel like I'm not alive and I've tried to tune the pain out but it won't work tonight my life is like a roller coaster it goes up and down it pushes me to be sober i live my life with a frown so I can't lounge like other people I'm scared of going down and no one picks me up so I think it's over now cause I can't hear a sound in this darkness that has found it's way in to my life so what now am I just gonna give up on the spot no am I gonna quit this sport no I'll tell you what I'm a do I'm gonna get up cause I'm not doomed I'll show you what's true that's you in my life dude