in the rain

it's crazy how relationships don't last long, when you're girlfriend cheats on you and breaks your heart into millions of peices when you told her you love her you meant it by heart damm you're lost me, you didn't realize how it affected me, you left in plain cold I know that you're heartless you didn't gave crap about how deep the scars you left me when I think of good memories, I can't forget no matter how many times it puts me to cry I need to release all these emotions off my chest, sometimes you need to let go for you to begin healing yourself it's hard to let go it seems like a part of me its missing I'm in my room making a bouch of songs I have so many ideas to put in but my thoughts are all over the place thinking about things its driving me crazy is stressing I'm pacing from one place to another you were the oxygen I breathed and ever since you left I been choking I haven't been myself you don't know how many times I bled from those words they told me words are weapons I didn't realize it til I had to go through pain to see it They told me love hurts, but I didn't listen now with all the pain and regrets, burdens I carry life sucks for real tho in a blink of an eye when everything you expected to happen the way you wanted it to but it didn't workout when one of your family members pass away all the happiness turns into a nightmare that you can't get out of, it feels like I'm heavily breaking deep and deeper, when you're all alone but it's only you against the world you prayed to god to give you a path towards the right one but you cant see it cuz your eyes are burned from crying [Verse:2] it's a hard pill to swallow when you're alone people change and you wish you was back again as a kid to see your parents again wishing they were alive so they could see your family and your kids but sadly that's how life works My mistake was my actions they I talked they way I did things I was wrong and I admit it now I can't reverse back now I'm In pain You're gone and I'm alone without no one to talk to without the ones you love it's a hard path but trust me you will get through this don't give up you can pick up them broken wings and fly higher than anyone else now with all those things you learned from the past you have the chance to do better just let go of all the pain all those bad memories keep going no matter how hard obstacles are you're not alone and you can make it