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its really like this silly im pissed risking my life bitches be wifey materalizing its real i realize it im sorry i miss the coldest night i chose this angel over a hopless light survivor of a 27 club plot fallen angel walks again ba ba and no bottle mother fucker ba only two badder than the the way i feel thats the devil and god. the spirit of a guardian probably holly playing with the bob. theres porn on the telivision no no turn it off. now im sick cough cough its just being toxic but im trying to cope with out strugging through the depression as i begin to nod off, im like im fine but you know its time to put the past behind us maybe just talk. lines around me in the hospital drawn in chalk. example of a real mother fucker not calling the shots steady tryna block damn nigga theres guards on the roof playing a game so you know its hot. they wont open the gym man i just thought that maybe the gym is like the man strong as fuck simple plan stay together for the kids its not grease, yet i make no demands so when they say put your hands up you already know i said fuck em damn lil poetry who didnt you surprise when you slammed cluck. he just clammed up and if it werent for miss snip snip i wouldnt have to skip skip through my life so i dont slip out of a label im not even ready to make a new hit quick. im sorry i only vent to the music but you gotta use it or lose it im sorry baby maybe you let me convince you in a way that only i could prove it. im a little horse but a monkey dont confuse it ill call it a horekey flush that shit i aint ever gunna use it. whats that for son, you want me to tell you so you can take my soul after you already consumed it. battered and bruised left confused in a tub thats how you left my mother how could you love another human being brothers growing up both sides showin up even got throat ties upchurch throwin up i love you G never let that goat die. caused me to take my own life twice, no wonder why your alone price man i cant say it in real life or life is real spikes on a flower so protect what they try and might steel. im just tryna keep the mic real. is there a message in this young mans poetry i dont think so we'll just play it out and offer him a deal skits in my head and im kraven dope to block it out knock it off joker you stole my style but look like a sissy with no wiener thanks for passing the clean jabs. oh robert i know you probably wont acknowledge did i pass when you tested how i would react taking all my shit even knowin it boy that was trash. enjoying torturing my psycological path relax I learned something and its exact setting up a plan but had to learn who i was boy i adapt now clap for me because im the golden ticket but you just became the bat. we call this lightning, take a sip off a that. i aint tryna fight it but yet im not hidin im always slidin through. raised in violence praised my god in silence changed myself a time or two gifted with a technique got nike tryna check me, i was dying thats what grinders do.