I'm not the same

#LTEAMR #LTP #rapfame #new slow pain I'm drinking my life way everything we ever had all down the drain no longer will you be next to me me next to you in this rainy days now I walk all alone I'm feeling out of place i will forget you if that's the case I will miss your BEAUTIFUL face we finally letting go of this unhappiness the days of stress my lonely days the days I stay awake waiting for u to come home only to feel so PALPABLE I feel ur heart so cold into my mind my sadness would leave for a moment catch a glance at what life could be without u and know that now is that time my life stays the way the same way before both of us met all alone walking on this life its all in my mind the pain the stress the suffering what its done to my mind I'm not the same myself I blame this way of life never ever live it again wouldn't be able to live to sustain this way of with the pain the pain the stress what ever u done to my head now I feel out of place my low self esteem my love for you I want to scream out ur name wake up from this dream.... lost the respect no more living and believing the love would come without mess and that it would leave my life so depressed