CHAINS ft. Fragment Production (06:28)

I’m a little slow mentally got more than a few screws loose, I’ve walked through my life blindly worrying about what others thought. Mind reading and trying to sculpt my persona and character to fit the ideal image I based upon what I thought you all wanted. Cloaks off! Anxiety fears overtaking psyche before long I was so lost I simply could not be found. Insecurities bubbling to the surface and instead of dealing n coping one ignored it allowing the weight upon ones shoulders to get unbearable I am an asshole nit picking and pointing out others flaws, without acknowledging my own pretending im perfect. Fake smiles n a hollow heart my walls constructed out of years of pain and neglect. Constantly projecting outward. While insanely molding me based on others perceived status qua. Trying desperately to fit in yet stand out. A failure and my worst critic. My internal dialog constantly reminded of what a piece of shit I am. So go ahead and cast your judgements I’ve thankfully with god’s grace reached a point in my life in which me is all I can be and know assaults me better than me.